Concert Follow Up

Last night was fucked up. All day long I was on the go and a bit tired. After work, I went straight to the Aveda Juut Salon where I do my hair. We did some things a bit differently and like usually it takes about three hours. At work in the afternoon I called my sister to see whether she wanted to go to the concert. I also told her that Ambriz will be going and she got mad about that and threatened with having to reconsider whether she wants to go now. That was a bit stressful. I call Ambriz and tell him he can't go with us. She calls me back and tells me she will be going but hates to have to lie to Mom about everything (this was before she knew I had told him he can't go with us). While in the salon I was so tired and the three hours seemed to go by to slow. I kept on losing concentration and it was very difficult for me to sit still. I came out at around 8 pm, and very hungry. I stopped at a local Cub to pick up some cash from the ATM machine and than I went quickly to McDonalds in a rush to order something to go. In the meantime my sister has called me to tell me she is on her way to my place. I kept on eating while I was driving, when I came home my sister was already there. I did her make-up and she suggested that we open a bottle of wine that I had just received yesterday from Phil as a house warming present. So I opened the wine and gave her a glass and poured a glass for myself. Than I got ready. We finally were ready and jump into the car to go to downtown. We go into a parking ramp and park, when I realize that I had forgotten my drivers license! Super, way to go, had to go back into the car and drive back home and get the drivers license. We finally did get there and the music was great everything was cool. Well, I haven't been drinking anything for at least 2 months, because there was Ramadan when drinking alcohol during that holy month is even worse of a sin. So I started drinking, and actually I didn't drink that much. I think overall, I only had three drinks, but I think I drank them to fast and faster than how I usually drink. I might have also been hungry. Before you know it, it was 12:30 am and I was ridiculously drunk. In fact I have never been that drunk in my life. Ok, so that is an embarrassment as is. But guess what happens next! Out of all that frustration with my life and the relationships around me, I started sobbing!!!! Yes, imagine how stupid it looks, everyone is having fun, Armin came out, he is giving his best, people yelling, laughing, having a hell of a good time. And there is me, hardly able to stand not only from the alcohol but also from the tears that just wouldn't stop and the sobbing. I couldn't control the tears and the emotions no matter how much I tried. My sister reacted quickly and we went out, driving in the direction of my place.